Getting Older = Less Enthusiasm ?
Hi, long time no see you guys here. How have you been ? I am doing good myself and I hope you do too. Been occupied by a lot of things recently, so I haven't been able to write something here as frequently as last year. But I am trying to post something again today. Hope you guys will like it. As I just celebrated my birthday last month, I feel like I am getting older by a year but why do I feel not as enthusiastic as when I celebrated my birthday in my teenage years ? Hahaha it may sound silly for several people, but yeah I feel that I was sad and afraid before my birthday was coming. And when the day was coming, the feeling of insecurity, not achieving enough, not good enough, feeling older, anxious and even emptiness was real and hit me hard hahaha. It also happens on other occasions, for example Eid Mubarak fest. When I was younger, the Eid Mubarak vibes sparkled in me. Being able to meet, greet, spend and share the beautiful moment together was such a wonderful feeling.
